Articial Life That Has Been Pushed Closer

This night,

There's nothing seems really like "YES", or

there's nothing seems to be like "NO".

It's just something between the RIGHT answer, or maybe the WRONG answer.

Let me clear this thing to right...or to wrong i though, hopefully you've much know than mine.

It's been 4 years, for me to though about times, my times.

Wondering what would happened in tomorrow, what would happened about day after tomorrow and goes on and on.

Too many minds, too many conclusion, and too many illusion, yeah really i'm pretty quite sure about it.

Illusion, that've made by stranges experient, not stranges, only miserable.

I was tried to ignored even at this point, but it seems like an abstract, blur.

Life that given to me was too strange to be happy, i've never found straight way, nothing in my life so straight, i bet you.

At this moments, i though a lot, and i'm in curiousity, is this my way..?!

Is this the right way for me to sailed my boat to fight this journey, or maybe i've to pulled off my steer to the left, i didn't know...?!

Like i said isn't it, no way seems to be clear for me, life is mean, mean for me.

I was the step-son, i don't know but it felt doesn't right, i talked so much, and seems i don't appreciate it.

Poor me, poor little fuckin' bastard like me !

*an absract cirsumstances present, felt guilty.